My apologies to Libya

I am angry.
I am so angry that I do think spontaneous combustion could occur - if anger had any cause to play in its happening.
I can't move away from it.
I have snapped at my kids, just yelled at my dogs, swore at my neighbour.
It feels like gravity has grabbed me and sucked me into a downward spiral and no amount of awareness of conscious breathing seems able to stop it.

I know over the past years we have all ranted about many things.
The oil spill, god i don't want to even bring to mind the fucking insanities that we have witnessed.
Fukishima did not do this to me.
There was a natural element in it - something that once opened could not be stopped.
Could kill us all but could not be stopped.

This war in Libya has been on going for 6 months.
For 6 months any nation in the world could have done something to stop it.
No - one.
Not one country efforted to stop this travesty from unfolding.
Not Russia, not China - no - one.
Pontifications would get small notice in the press and yet no ultimatum.
No hey guys unless you are out by such and such we are going to attack......
Does Nato not have enemies for gods sake that could benefit from helping Libya at this moment in time and thus halting the imperialists from the  killing of Islam in their wars.

Nope, it appears not.
They are all players in the same game.
All fucking killers and looters.

  Whilst hospital wards in an ancient city are filled with trauma so unimaginable to us.  So far removed from our lives.   - thousands of families are today in the deepest shock, physically , mentally and spiritually.  Their faith must be tested so fully right now that my heart pounds for them.
Cameron returns home from a little holiday to be on hand for the fall of Tripoli -
wearing his genteel summer clothes.
and I gentle being that I have been want to take him and cut him into little pieces.
And his nemesis on the other side of the ocean.  The one who sold his soul to his keepers.
And equally their puppeteers , their manipulators.
And I can't rise above it.
And I can't rise above it and see it as a dream....- all a perception, all just a dream.
I hear voices from this land, and I see images of people from this land and they are real.
They had lives before this and now there is just ruin.
Last night over 1300 dead and the hospitals overflowing.
And they postulate in the liberal corners - but they do nothing to stop it.

And the lying media whores who sanctioned and allowed this to unfold -
I curse each and everyone of you, I find no forgiveness in my hearts for you.

I can't understand how this can happen.
Again and again and again ......
My heart has broken open - to the people of Libya I offer my smashed up heart and my complete loss of faith in my fellow man and the most sincere prayer for total transformation for all of you.

To Libya -

I am sorry
Please forgive me
I love you.


Majid Ali said…
Please for Christ sake help this poor boy from Haiti
Anonymous said…
senseless violence
sickness greed
famine slaughter
savage deeds
breeding turmoil
corruption stains
falling hearts
lifeless claims
falsehoods battle
lie of self
illusions victims
crave false wealth
but healthy hearts
connect to mind
conscious rythms
of lifes divine


have a poem su :)....

this libya situations atrocious
and we all know your common garden colonial land rapist,like whoevers telling cameron what to do,ghaddafi actualy looked like he could of been a normal person he actualy was doing things for his people,like treating them pretty fairly and everything.....under british aristocratic rule this would mean that he is actualy a despot the british elite have tried their hardest to keep as many people in poverty as they possibly can and also kill as many if they think they can get away with it..whilst trying to make out they are doing everyone a favour and they have been ding this for hundreds and hundreds of years.....

pretty sick really

anyway respects.....neil
Anonymous said…
Hi Su,

I can totally agree with you on this.

Over the years I have read many, many horrible events that have occurred on this planet and never have my emotions been as strong as on this.

There are tears in my eyes as I write this and that rarely happens as I have become somewhat immune to the atrosities that go on in this world.

A very sad day indeed.

May we all find a strength within us deeper than ever before.

I would also like to extend my thoughts, apologies and love to the people of Libya.

Peace on earth.
nina said…
The imperialists have it down to a science now and Syria is next. You have to imagine ever since they made such a horrific mess in Iraq, they've streamline the plan and made the US appear less responsible to the patriotic public. You've probably seen this?
There are tip offs when its going to start such as the UN declaring a region a no-fly zone. Its the same people (people?) doing what they know best, genocide. Watch for the old familar names and faces. Makes you wanna puke.

Your anger is just another side of your love. I love you for both.
Anon said…
4 things I try to think about:

1. YELLOW - serendipity, go with the flow, optimism.

2. GREEN - nobility, it pays to be kind.

3. RED - self confidence.

4. BLUE - contentment.

- Aangirfan
john said…
Hi su. It has been absolutely awful to see all this unfold and to have to witness the lies of our hideous government and the media. These arseholes don't represent us and never have and their actions bring me great shame.
Anonymous said…
eyes to see.....ears to hear....heart to break.......

veritas6464 said…
Hey su,...The light in me, recognizes the light in you.

Genie said…
Hi Su- You write beautifully!
It's disgusting how his fellow Arabs sold him out. I hate that more than anything. My Arab husband does not like Gaddafi but I told him that is even beside the point. Like, don't like, you don't sell out your own to foreigners. No wonder the Arab world is occupied, huh!

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