As I gently crack open
surrounded by other cracking psyches, I petition intelligence to change the scene, to give some space and ease to all of us who :
who have fought the fight
who have shone with courage
who quivered with strength
who has just managed to play along with this existence and it's insanity.
no one is being spared.
we have gone from incredulous to silent, worn, in watch mode,
seemingly fallen from grace.
to all who feel unworthy due to their lack of successs, lack of riches, lack of parenting awards, lack of anything - maywe know the fullness of being and its attendant peace.
to all those who just keep falling off the wheel - those who are just lain out, hollowed and disbelieving - may we re-discover the magnificence of your being.
and may the eternal mother father God recognise our journey and how much it has taken in effort and courage, and may that loving God grant us respite.
may the loving God grant humanity ease, sense of well being.
a time of anxiouslessness o of peace, of joy, of recovery, of celebration, of jubilation.
may we all experience a miracle this Christ season.
may we all just have a chance to breathe and smile again in the certainty that I am.
with much, much love to all who read this , you know who you are.
and if any of you know the art of prayer - please pray on my self and family.
not so very long ago when we had moved from one challenge to the next - we landed up towing a vehicle from the mountains and this is what surrounded us.